Dillan Barmache types on an iPad to talk, or points to a letter board to spell out words. He has a form of autism that gives him limited control over his body movements and ability to speak. But when he runs, Barmache is just like any other athlete.
โHeโs just another one of the team members nowโlike nothingโs different, heโs just one of the guys out there running every day,โ cross-country Coach Brett Halvaks said.
Barmache started running in fifth grade, when his teacher got him involved in a local running club. He began running competitively in high school and ran cross-country during all four of his years at Canoga Park High School, where he also earned a scholar-athlete award.
Now a collegiate athlete defying the odds, Barmache is accompanied by Cal Lutheran alum Daniel Tustin during practices and races. Tustin, who ran cross-country and track and field as a Kingsman, runs with Barmache to help him stay on pace.
โHeโs definitely exceeded my expectations and I think heโs exceeded his expectationsโฆhe has a lot more in the tank than I think he knew that he did,โ Tustin said. โPhysically and mentally heโs there; itโs just a matter of being able to harness that and stay focused and perform on race day, but heโs got it. Heโs got a lot of potential.โ
In his first collegiate cross-country season, Barmache has hit the ground running. In his second collegiate race, he ran the 8K in 34:15.2, improving his personal record from just two weeks before by over two minutes.
Barmache also ran a half-marathon with his dad, which he said was the longest and most ambitious event of his life. On his blog, Typing4Change.com, he talks about the freedom he feels when running.
โI finished the half-marathon just like the waves of people around me did. I was part of them and I fit seamlessly among them. You canโt imagine how rare that is for meโฆIโm always different. Iโm always other. But when I ran that day I was just a runner. I was just Dillan,โ Barmache wrote.
Barmache said that running allows him to โleave autism behindโ and gain a feeling of control over his body that he usually lacks.
โItโs probably the one area in his life where he has the most focus and the most control,โ Tustin said.
Barmache first expressed his interest in joining Cal Lutheranโs cross-country team during his senior year of high school. After reaching out to the coaches, Barmache visited a few practices and got a feel for the atmosphere. Once he decided on Cal Lutheran, he worked with the universityโs Autism and Communication Center to help get him started.
Barmache said the reason he chose Cal Lutheran was its โopenness to supporting my unique situation as a person who types to communicate.โ
Barmache is a self-advocate with autism who has spoken at conferences such as Medicine X at Stanford University and been featured in two short filmsย by Apple, Inc. in celebration of Autism Acceptance Day. He is pursuing a degree in psychology in hopes that he can one day use his education to give those with similar conditions the opportunity to achieve higher education.
โHe feels like there should be lots of Dillans walking around that campusโฆHeโs advocating that everyone should have the choice,โ Barmacheโs mom, Tami Barmache, said.
Tami Barmache said that, so far, Dillan is enjoying his classes and โis exactly where he needs to be.โ
Though he constantly faces challenges of autism, Barmache also focuses on the positives.
Barmache said what he loves most about cross-country is, โbeing a part of the team and knowing I am only another runner, not special, just an athlete.โ
Tustin said that he is glad he took on the challenge of being Barmacheโs running partner and that they are continuing to develop a relationship out on the course.
โItโs really cool to see that heโs really just like any other person. He definitely has a sense of humor, itโs just you canโt really see that until you see him communicate and are actually able to interact with him,โ Tustin said.
Barmacheโs message is simple:
โI want people to know I see them even if it looks like I am in my own world, and I canโt reach out even when I want to. So, if you reach in, that is how you can find me.โ
Tristan Jackson
Reporter
Brooke Stanleyย
Sports Editor